Raising World Changers, One Day At A Time

Chloe's New PIece

2012-02-17T09:10:00.003-05:00

Last night, I painted a piece of furniture that was given to me by a friend. I forgot to take a before picture, but you can see part of it here. You cannot really tell, but the piece needed a fresh coat of paint. It did not look bad, but it did not look fresh. The rest of Chloe's room looks so fresh that I wanted to update it.

It is hard to tell in the pictures below, but I painted it a light green. The bedding and decor is pink and green. While there are some pink accents, I don't have much green. She already has a lot of white pieces, so I wanted to add some color!

I have to admit: when I buy paint on a whim, I NEVER get the correct color. But, for the first time ever, I did. Yay! I think I have painted enough that I am starting to see "the color behind the color" (which colors are hard to detect but you can pick up on in the different lighting, etc).

Decorating doesn't come naturally, so I am excited to see I am progressing!

Anyway, back to the furniture....here is the after (I will put the pink and white baskets back on it, but I am just making sure its totally dry!):

The green is subtle but so fun. I changed out the hardware. Chloe is out of town right now, but when she gets back, I think she will love it!

Candid

2012-02-16T23:18:00.001-05:00

Chloe's friend took this picture at the park....

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Brothers

2012-02-16T19:38:00.001-05:00

Never mind Chloe's princess blanket :)

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Lukey, part 2

2012-02-15T19:31:00.001-05:00

A few days ago, Luke fell asleep on the couch (same scenario as previous post)....so sweet....

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Lukey

2012-02-15T19:30:00.001-05:00

We spent the morning and afternoon at a park today. It was too late when we arrived home for naps, so I let the kids watch a cartoon.

Luke couldn't hang! He fell asleep on me :)

Love this boy!!

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Valentines

2012-02-15T19:27:00.001-05:00

Caleb signing his Valentines cards for his classmates at Classical Conversations! (we've had like 2 days of "winter" and this was one of them...hahaha)

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Brett's Valentine

2012-02-14T18:07:00.001-05:00

This was waiting for Chloe when we came home from (Caleb's) school today.

I love how much her Daddy adores and loves his sweet princess!!

Because my birthday was last week and our anniversary is in two weeks, we skip Valentines as a couple (because it's just gets to be too much)!

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My Favorites

2012-02-14T17:11:00.001-05:00

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My Awesome Son

2012-02-14T17:10:00.001-05:00

I mean, seriously, how handsome is this boy!!

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Chloe's Reaction

2012-02-04T18:06:00.003-05:00

As it was well established, both Chloe and I thought I was having a girl. She had her heart set on it, so we knew it would not be easy to tell her!

I had wanted to tell the kids in a really fun way what we were having, but my ultrasound appointment got really messed up....so we ran out of time to be able to do anything fun!

My friend, Ty, was watching all three kids. When we got to her house, we gathered the kids and told them what we were having. Chloe dropped her head in sadness, crossed her arms, and walked away. It was so, so sad.

A few minutes later, she returned and seemed to be doing better! Within a day, she had changed her attitude from sadness to true excitement. She kept calling the baby "her" for a day or two, but now, she treats her baby brother with as much love as she did when he was a "she" to her! She is so, so sweet to her brother already. She kisses him, talks to him, and asks me about him often! It is truly so sweet to watch her so in love with her baby already!!

19.5 Week Ultrasound

2012-02-04T17:58:00.002-05:00

It's a boy! Yay!!

The ultrasound was so fun. It is always so exciting and wonderful to see the preciousness that is growing inside of me! Before the tech even said anything, I thought I saw the boy part! With my ultrasound with Caleb, it looked so unexplainable to me, but now that I have had a few, I was surprised how well I could tell what each body part was and which way the baby was facing!

I have more pictures than this, but these are the highlights :)

His face:

Yep, he's a boy (the picture isn't that clear, but it was VERY clear on the monitor)

His cutie profile:

14 Week Ultrasound Baby #4

2012-02-04T17:54:00.002-05:00

These pictures are from my first ultrasound, which I think was around 14 weeks:

The profile:

The face:

She Says

2012-02-03T22:42:00.003-05:00

Chloe: That's stupid.

Me: I don't want "stupid" to come out of your mouth again.

Chloe: It has to stay in my mouth forever??

Chloe: "Mommy, how do you spell 'a real birdie in a small cage'?"
Me: "Why?"
Chloe: "I am writing the Easter bunny a letter, and that's what I am telling him to get me."

Chloe and her friend are arguing. Chloe is telling her that she (Chloe) is the prettiest and most special girl.
Her friend says God is the most special.
Chloe continues to argue her side.

Chloe's Room

2012-02-02T19:46:00.002-05:00

Even though we are having a boy, he and Chloe will share a room. The boys' room is bigger, so eventually, the three boys may all share a room....but for now, Chloe really really wants the baby to be with her, so we changed her room to fit the crib. Truthfully, her queen bed was originally our guest room bed in Kansas (I didn't totally love it), and it was just way too big for the room. So even though she will most likely not share a room forever, I am really glad we redecorated her room! It looks SO much cuter, and she has way more space.

I think I mentioned, my friend, Robyn, gave me all of the bedding (her girls redecorated their room over Christmas to older decor and gave me the old stuff...its all Pottery Barn and SO cute) and the wall decor to match!! She also gave me a furniture piece with baskets that perfectly completes the room! What a huge blessing! I am so thankful, and Chloe adores her girls, which makes her love her new room all the more!

This is the before....and here is the after....

White furniture is my favorite for little girls, and I am so happy with the results. Not investing much (except the furniture, which I bought on overstock.com....for very inexpensive but it's real wood. I was so surprised at the quality!) makes the redecorating even more fun!!

Ruminations

2012-02-01T22:55:00.002-05:00

So, we are having a boy. Because I was so sure we were having a girl, I obviously had to process the exciting news that baby #4 is, actually, a boy.

First things first, I am so beyond excited. When I think of another hilarious, sweet, wild boy, my heart is overjoyed. There is not one part of me that wishes anything to be different.

It is really weird to think I will not have another girl (though, if you ask Brett, our family is not complete....he was hoping news of a boy would change my mind, but it didn't! ha!). Though, as my mom so hilariously put it (before she knew the sex), "I think you're having a boy, because I really thought about it, and with Chloe's personality, I really don't think she can handle another girl". Brett and I definitely agreed that Chloe is enough girl for all the boys!

Yesterday, when we got home from the doctor, I let Chloe go through my infant girl clothes to pick out stuff for her baby dolls (before I pass the rest on to someone having a girl). I had promised her we could (I figured it would be for her sister, but we had to roll with it...LOL), so I wanted to make good on my promise. I was a little nervous, because I was afraid that seeing the adorable clothes would make me sad. For the first couple of outfits, I was a little sad....but I realized it is because of the memories I have of Chloe wearing them in her first few days of life. Because once we got past the teeny newborn clothes, I was fine. This fact actually made me happy because my heart was tested....and this little baby boy is what my heart wanted. (I am not sure if that makes sense).

As I pondered my boy-to-be, I felt sad but for a very different reason. This is my last baby. The last time we wait in eager expectation to hear what "it" is. The last time Brett and I share the exciting news with our kids. The last time I feel him kick for the first time (which was yesterday!!). While I am so happy to complete our family (and happy to feel normal again), bringing a baby into this world is such a special, treasured time. I am nearly done with my FOURTH (wow, fourth!) pregnancy....I am in the final months of what has been about a 7 year journey. It is a chapter of my life that has flown by faster than I ever dreamed (or hoped), and it is coming to an end. Obviously, I have many, many years of raising children ahead of me. But, for now, I walk a bittersweet path. I am no longer sick and am finally regaining some energy (though I took the kids on a bike ride today and was beyond exhausted...I just walked but was still tired)....so I am finally enjoying my pregnancy (except for the emotional roller coaster). I've spent my whole life dreaming about having kids, and in four short months, the dreams of my heart will have come to fruition. Thankfully, I still have many years to raise my dream children!!

In my head, I want to be done having children. But I think my heart would have 100. It is crazy how God has wired us....to be so content with what we're given yet, truly, there is always room to love one more. Just like my total assurance this was a girl, I am sure God will cleverly add to our family. As I have told Brett, I am open to our family growing; my womb is just closing. (Even writing that is so bittersweet....though I am confident in my decision!)

I am an emotional mess....pregnancy, in general, but also just processing closing this child-bearing chapter of my life. God has been so good to us, and I pray in hopeful expectation for Him to protect and bless my sweet children.

Caleb asked me today why God is so nice, and I could think is "He is so, so good."

Three Boys and A Babe

2012-02-01T13:16:00.000-05:00

(Who remembers the Star Search child dance crew Four Boys and A Babe?? They were my favorite!)

Anyway....

In dreaming about my sweet boy, I have weighed the pro's and con's to Chloe being our one and only girl. This is a stupid list, but for my own memory, I thought I'd share it.

Pro's:

- a girl with 3 brothers and an overprotective dad is not likely to get many dates. When people asked me how Chloe reacted to the news of a boy (I will post about that later) and mention they feel bad for her, I joke the person they should feel bad for is the guy she marries. Can you imagine the torture he'll have to endure??

- having only one girl will make for a precious mother-daughter bond, I hope

- I bet it's kinda fun to have all brothers...I mean, is there a more spoiled, protected girl on the planet than one with lots of brothers?

- no one wants to play with her toys (she has a very close friend that helps her learn to share, so she, hopefully, will learn to share still)

- We could NOT think of a girl's name, so I guess that's a good thing we don't have to!

- I am sure in the teenage years, I will be thankful for one girl ;)

Con's:

- I love having sisters, so it is sorta sad she'll miss out on that bond

- I don't have another baby girl to dress super cute

- Three boys is way more wilder than 2 boys and 2 girls (at least, I imagine that to be the case)

- My BFF is having a girl (and she thought she was having a boy, so it has been super fun for us be totally and completely surprised!), so it would have been fun to have kids the exact same age be the same sex (but I am happy for them to be having a girl, for many reasons!)

This list is longer, but I am too tired to think....hahaha!

It's A.....BOY!!!

2012-01-31T22:43:00.002-05:00

By now, if you are my friend in real life, you know we are expecting a BOY!!

And, boy, was I TOTALLY wrong. I 100% thought I would be having a girl. This pregnancy was very girl-like (craving veggies, not as sick as I was with my boys, etc). Clearly, that was just God having a funny sense of humor and wanting to surprise me.

We found out yesterday that we are having a boy! And, I have to say, I am so excited. When the ultrasound tech announced we'd be adding a boy to our crew, Brett and I both burst out in laughter and were so happy!! Laughter because we were so wrong, but also because we were overjoyed at the thought of another little man joining us.

I will post pictures as soon as I scan them. Compared to my other ultrasounds in the past, the pictures aren't as good....but in the room watching him (HIM!) on the TV screen, I got some good views. He was face down most of the time, so it was hard to catch a profile picture. But he was not ashamed to show his peeper....we saw that a few times! I actually was impressed with how much I could decipher on the screen (compared the my 1st ever ultrasound where I could barely tell anything). I thought I spotted the boy part before she even said it!

We found out early in the ultrasound that we're having a boy! The whole time, I just kept laughing at how off I was. But it also made it really fun because I truly was surprised. Life is more fun when you're completely shocked (in a good way) from time to time!

We have no clue what we're naming this cutie, but we have some time to think about it.

Coming June 15, another awesome, world changing Williams boy will enter this world! As my friend, Emily, put it so perfectly: "we are so blessed to be raising the great men of the next generation". After reading that, I could not help but pray and thank God for the awesome privilege of raising His future solid, godly men.

Disney

2012-01-29T21:58:00.002-05:00

I blogged recently about meeting our friends at Disney to share a meal together. Before we sat down at the restaurant, they snapped this picture, and our sweet friends gave it to us as a gift to remember our fun time!!

Santa

2012-01-29T21:55:00.002-05:00

All three of my kids do not like costumed characters. For some reason, they are terrified of anyone in a costume. If the character is showing their actual face, they do a little bit better, but they're still not huge fans.

NONE of my kids have ever sat on Santa's or the Easter Bunny's lap (when I think about it, the whole concept is sorta creepy anyway)....this year, we got as close as we've ever been able to.....

Bass Pro has a really fun Winter Wonderland....and you get a free picture with Santa (the only reason I even bothered). We went on a Monday morning, so no one else was there. It was really fun. This was actually the 2nd attempt with Santa; the first time no one would go near him.

Anticipation

2012-01-29T20:56:00.002-05:00

Tomorrow is my favorite day of pregnancy....my 20 week ultrasound!!!!

I am PRAYING my precious baby cooperates so we will know what the baby is.

I am about 99% it's a girl. It has definitely felt like a girl pregnancy, but I could obviously be wrong.

Chloe told me that God told her it's a girl, so her faith makes me think it's a girl, as well!

Chloe is so sweet with this baby....she kisses my belly often. She talks to the baby and tells me she will take total care of the baby once it's here. I love how much she adores "her" baby already, so it would be fun, for her, for it to be a girl.

I am definitely fine either way. I am just excited to know! We don't have any names picked out yet, so at least we will be able to eliminate half of them :).

I cannot wait to see my precious baby!!!!!!!!!

Pantry

2012-01-29T20:51:00.003-05:00

Last week, I had an emotionally off week. I was finally feeling better, and unfortunately, I just totally overscheduled my week. It was all absolutely wonderful things, but just too much....so I was exhausted and emotionally empty!! My little sister was in town for a few days...we went to the state fair...we had company over for dinner twice (college students then a guy who coaches with Brett)...I scheduled like 4 playdates....and tried to fit in school. Just too much for one week! Oh yeah, Brett was gone like 3-4 nights of the week (just different ministry stuff).

During this busy week, I had a deadline to meet for a devotional I write once every other month. Usually I love to write, but this month, due to exhaustion and my resulting bad attitude, it was tough. But, praise God, I powered through. The night I started to write it, I was absolutely way too tired. To relieve the stress of having writer's block, I cleaned out my pantry (I am so weird).

I did not realize how bad my pantry had become!!! It was awful.

I took a before and after because I knew it would be a nice transformation. So far, my new look has stayed for a few days, so I think the organization helped keep it in tact better, as well!

My Boys' Room

2012-01-29T20:48:00.002-05:00

After taking pictures of Chloe's room, Caleb wanted me to take pictures of his and Luke's room. Pretend that it is clean and staged like Chloe's, k?!

The boys' room is an outdoorsy theme. I like it a lot, even though it is not really "South Florida". Brett has a few stuffed animals (as in, animals he's shot or caught), and before this house, they were always in our garage/basement. While the boys' room has been outdoorsy themed since Caleb turned 2, Caleb was not a big fan of the deer head....but now he doesn't mind it much (unless he wakes up in the middle of the night, then he asks me to cover it up!).

Chloe's Room, the Before

2012-01-29T20:46:00.005-05:00

I have never posted pictures of Chloe's room since we've moved to our new house. Right before I changed it completely, I took a few pictures....

It was a princess theme, which I absolutely love! It is so fitting for my precious girl!!

Stay tuned for her new room....(it will be a few days!)

A fun snapshot while I was taking the pictures...

Chloe

2012-01-29T20:46:00.001-05:00

Happy 2nd Birthday, Luke

2012-01-29T20:22:00.002-05:00

My sweet Pookers turned 2 a week ago. He is such an awesome kid. I am so thankful for the joy and fun he brings our family. Luke is very physical....he climbs everything, wrestles Caleb and Daddy, and isn't afraid of anything. His fearlessness is nerve wrecking, at times, because he will try anything! But it is also hilarious to see what he will dream up.
Luke keeps up so well with his older siblings, and they adore him immensely. It is precious. He mimics words we say, and his vocabulary is expanding quickly. He probably has 10-15 words, but he will repeat way more than that.

Our third born is a light in our family. He is so sweet...he is such a snuggler and loves everyone. His tenderness is infectious: even people who aren't "kid people" can't help but pick him up when he walks over to them with his arms raised. I secretly think he knows who likes kids the least in a room and will ask them to hold him :).

I cannot wait to see Luke's personality unfold. He loves to play with balls. He can spot a ball from a mile away! He also loves to punch people and things....so maybe he's a future football player?? Hahaha!

Luke is a persistent little guy. He knows exactly what he wants, and he will cry and scream until he gets what he wants (it is usually not behavioral things but rather a specific cup, snack, t-shirt, etc). He likes to push the boundaries, but when I correct him, he usually obeys pretty quickly.

Each of my children contributes something wonderful to our family, and I love who little Lukey is. He is a wonderful, fun, amazing little boy. I am so thankful for his sweetness!

The following are photos from Luke's birthday party!

He actually said, "Mama, cheese", so I had to take this picture, per his request :)

Preacherman

2012-01-29T18:52:00.002-05:00

Caleb has really been growing in his faith. He constantly asks questions and has really profound thoughts. It is such a joy to be around him. His black and white view of God is precious!
In his eyes, you're either on God's team or the devil's team (which is true but it is funny to see him describe who is on what team!).

Here are some recent statements of his:

"God is so big; the world is like a marble to Him. The devil is as small as a cricket that even a baby could crush."

"In heaven, bullets are like water since no one can die in heaven."

To Chloe: "Don't say bad words because that gives the devil power."

Chloe: "What bad words?"

Caleb: "I can't even say them because I want the devil to have power."

He is such a little man of God! I pray he follows Jesus all of his days!!

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New Bed

2012-01-29T18:47:00.001-05:00

Chloe got a room makeover, which I'll show later....but this was her first night in her new bunkbeds. She slept on the top and surrounded herself with her babies :)

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Baseball

2012-01-29T18:45:00.001-05:00

Caleb and Chloe are taking a baseball class. Caleb is actually too old for it, so he is a helper in the class. Chloe is definitely not as much into the "boy sports", but the class is fun! Her favorite part is getting a prize at the end!

She's the one in gray shirt with a ponytail!

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Car Wash Day

2012-01-29T18:41:00.001-05:00

I was washing my car recently. Chloe asked if she could wash her bike, then the boys joined in!

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Sleeping

2012-01-29T18:40:00.001-05:00

Luke fell asleep in Caleb's bed a few nights ago....he eventually fell out :(, but it was so precious!

I texted my little sister to show her the picture, and she asked for one of Chloe :)

That's not Chloe's actual comforter; I think it was in the wash still!

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South FL Fair

2012-01-29T18:38:00.001-05:00

Our sweet neighbors gave us tickets to the South FL Fair. My little sister was in town last week, so we all went. It was super fun!

Caleb was so brave and rode a lot of rides. It is crazy to me how much of a boy he is....he is reserved, by nature, but he's really getting brave lately! It's so fun to see him accomplish something that scares him!

I didn't take many pictures....but here are some highlights

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Money Wasters That I Would Totally Take

2012-01-18T20:00:00.001-05:00

If I were given a substantial amount of money and told I could only spend it on something indulgent, here's what I would get (I know myself and I could only justify most of this list if I had to spend it):

- a new kitchen, new flooring, and crown molding in my house (this is something I want to eventually do, so it's not a total indulgence!)

- a tummy tuck (my close friend said its the best gift she's ever given herself to get rid of the mom bulge....I'm not sure where I stand on plastic surgery but I think I could do this)

- five pairs of designer jeans and a nice wardrobe

- I'd valet park everywhere

- i would eat out a lot

- monogrammed towels

- take my kids to Disney and do it right

- luxurious bedding

- really awesome window treatments

- an expensive purse

Until that day happens, though, I truly am content for all that God has given me!! I daydream sometimes, but I know God has beyond blessed me!!!!!!

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A Good Perspective

2012-01-17T23:35:00.003-05:00

As anyone who knows me knows, I have some issues when it comes to a clean home. I grew up in a home that was super fun but never spotless (there were 5 kids; I now understand why)....so I know it is my personality more than my upbringing (if that makes sense). I genuinely enjoy a clean home, and I feel it is a way to bless others who come into my house. For me, a clean home is peaceful. I know when I have a friend with kids over that it will only remain peaceful for a short time, but it is still important to me. My house is never spotless, but each night, I try to restore some bit of order.

Conversely, I do not mind what other people's houses look like. It can be spotless. It can be a disaster. It truly doesn't bother me (as long as the disaster is mess and not gross).

Maybe this 4th child will officially break me (my other 3 have come close, but I still really like to make my house presentable when expecting guests).

So imagine my horror when Brett brings home a friend for the first time. Mind you, he told me TWICE he was bringing a friend by....and also texted to say they were on the way. But my best friend was over for dinner (with her kids), and we were too engaged in a conversation for it ever to dawn on me that Brett was bringing his friend over (to hang out with a few other guys).

The new friend walked in....on a side note, my best friend is my best friend and comes over too much for me to care anymore.....and I am the same at her house. We are more like sisters, so we stopped cleaning for each other because it's impossible. Plus, our 6 (almost 8, she's pregnant too) combined kids can destroy a house quite quickly! I mean, she used my bathroom and my unmentionables were on the ground!.....back to my story.....right when Brett's friend walked in, it dawned on me how disgusting our house looked.

My BFF and I both profusely apologized (you know you're close when your friend apologizes on your behalf...hahaha), One of us said, "The house looks like this because of the kids."

Brett's friend, who is quite older and has way more wisdom and grace said, "My house looks like this all the time because I live in it."

While I know I will not abandon my love of cleaning completely, what a wonderful thought to keep in mind. EVERYONE lives in their house. While I still believe that it shows people we care and value them when we make our house presentable, we don't always have to! In this case, it would have been ridiculous to stop six kids in the middle of playing to clean.

I did pick up the house once they went to bed, though (while the men hung out on the back porch)....so apparently, I haven't totally learned the lesson :)

Ultimate Dinner Party

2012-01-16T14:05:00.001-05:00

I was reading a fun post at Simple Mom (that I don't know how to link to on my phone) about "six people you'd invite to the ultimate dinner party".

I haven't thought hard about it, but the people I'd invite (off the top of my head):

1. Brett: he's the life of the party, so it's only fun if he's there
2. Jesus: good thing he's a friend of sinners because the rest of my list isn't so holy :)
3. Jimmy Fallon (my fave TV personality)
4. Justin Timberlake (but only as a package deal: he and Jimmy Fallon are hilarious together)
5. Tina Fey (so brilliant and funny)
6. Adam Levine (so Jesus could save him and he could make music that is still so good but isn't so inappropriate. Plus he seems like such a good guy)

I will think more and think of some others!

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My Old Man

2012-01-15T10:21:00.001-05:00

Luke, who is not quite two, pieced together this outfit. He looks like an old man!

I told him to put his hands by his side (so I could see his straw...it looked so funny). This is what he did!

The other kids wanted in on the fun...

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Crazy Kids

2012-01-14T12:42:00.002-05:00

My kids LOVE the camera. While at Brett's parents, Chloe and Caleb asked me to take action photos of them.....and boy, did they ham it up!!

I should mention Chloe loves wearing swimsuits. She calls them her gymnastics outfits! It was warm enough to be wearing a swimsuit this Christmas!!

New Years Eve

2012-01-14T12:38:00.002-05:00

I LOVE New Years Eve. I think it is so fun to ring in the new year, with such hope and anticipation!

Each year, I host a party....and all of the kids always make it until midnight!! What troopers.

We just ate snacks, talked a lot, watched TV (the men), decorated cookies, and played outside with sparklers. Then, at midnight, we toasted to champagne and sparkling grape juice. The kids think it is so fun drinking out of champagne flutes!

The kids after ringing in 2012....

My friends, Sarah and Ty. I was so happy....Sarah wasn't sure if she could come or not, but she got to later in the night...YAY!!

Christmas 2011

2012-01-14T12:14:00.002-05:00

I am so behind on posting!! So I am going back to update about the holidays.

Christmas was super fun this year! Despite not feeling that great, it was still so magical and fun. My kids were SO into it, which makes it even more fun. Caleb is a very logical thinker, so he has always struggled with believing in Santa (it doesn't help that we have a large number of people in our life who don't do Santa....which to be honest, I don't understand...I mean, I know why they do it, but Christmas is such a magical childhood time that I love all things Christmas!! We don't overly emphasize Santa, but he is a fun part!), but I think Caleb still believes after this year! YAY!

Our first Christmas celebration was in Inverness, FL at Brett's grandparents annual Baker Christmas party. Our kids were well loved by their relatives, and it was, as usual, a really fun day!!

The next night, we celebrated in St. Cloud, FL with Brett's dad's side of the family. This side is smaller, but it was still very fun! Once again, our kids were well loved!!

Our last celebration was at our own house for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day! Brett's parents came to join in the festivities!

Christmas Eve day, we went as a family to the beach. A friend of mine and her son (Sarah and Mason) joined while Mason's dad was at work. It was such a fun, Floridian way to spend the day! The theory was that the day would pass much faster if the kids were entertained. The weather was beautiful, and we all enjoyed it!

Christmas Eve, the jammie elf stopped by and left some pajamas! Normally, the jammie elf tries to coordinate the pj's, but this year, the jammie elf was too tired :). My kids LOVE character clothing, so while they're young, they will be getting fun pajamas instead of cute ones (that coordinate and are Christmasy).

The boys' jammies had a cape...how fun is that!

Notice Chloe's Christmas fingernails :)

We drank hot chocolate and watched The Polar Express.

When the songs would play, the kids all jumped up to dance to them (they had done a Christmas program at church with the songs)

Christmas Day, the kids slept in pretty good (until about 7:30).....we had a fun morning opening gifts....

Luke got woken up (after having been awake from 4:30-6)...so he was out of it!

Chloe has been asking for a "balleter baby doll" for MONTHS....she was SO happy to get it :)

The big gift from Brett and me....

(Which, incidentally, is the best money we've ever spent....the trampoline is outside--it was just in the garage to hide it--and the kids literally go out to jump on it everyday)

I Am So Blessed

2012-01-14T12:06:00.002-05:00

God always blesses me in the most incredible ways. We do not have a huge income, but I do have expensive taste. This would seemingly be a problem.....except for I have such generous friends.

As I mentioned, we decided that our new baby will share a room with Chloe (even if it's a boy). We ordered Chloe bunk beds (off of overstock.com....wow, they're inexpensive...I hope they're decent!). A mom of Caleb's friend emailed to ask me if I wanted a Pottery Barn bedding set for two twin beds. She had NO idea I was planning to get bunk beds. Better yet, the bedding is pink and green....my absolute favorite for little girls!!

Chloe has a princess room now, but my original plan was to do pink and green...I just could never find bedding I liked. I do have a few wall decor items that are that theme, so they'll go perfectly with the new beds!

Not only did she give me the bedding, but she also gave me all of the wall decorations!! So basically, I had to buy the beds....and God provided the rest through a sweet friend.

Once it is all put together, I will post pictures. The beds should arrive late this week!

I am so thankful God provides for the smallest details in life!!

Pregnancy Update

2012-01-14T11:59:00.002-05:00

I am a little over 17 weeks pregnant.

I am FINALLY starting to feel better and have more energy. Food is still unappealing to me (and truthfully, I'd be happy if this would stay postpartum because it would help with my weight loss). I haven't puked in a few days, so that's awesome! Yesterday, I have tons of energy!! I spent the day organizing my kids' rooms and play room! That was seriously a full day's work (if you include having to be a mom during it all...haha).

I find out what I am having on January 30. My c-section is scheduled for June 15. I scheduled early to get the best doctor!! I delivered Luke 4 days early and was already in labor....so I scheduled this one 6 days early, to be sure. My mom has to fly in to take care of the older 3, so I can't take chances! My best friend is due the same day as me (isn't that crazy), so while it has been so fun being pregnant together (read: we complain a lot to each other), unfortunately, we can't help each other out with delivery!

Chloe is absolutely precious with the baby!! Everyday, she kisses my belly about 100 times. She prays for the baby. She told the baby yesterday, "You're in mommy's tummy. She is mean sometimes, but she has a lot of stuff." Thanks, sis.

Chloe has begged and begged for the baby to sleep in her room. So that solves my earlier dilemma....we've decided to put the baby with Chloe, regardless if it's a boy or girl. Chloe says the baby will be her baby: she will feed, change, and love the baby!

I have never seen a child so into a baby!! I absolutely adore it, and I know she is going to be the best big sister!!

So, in 5 months from tomorrow, our sweet baby (who is still nameless, much to my chagrin) will enter this world.

And my family will be complete. How awesome is that!!

(Brett still thinks we are having 5, so I should clarify: my BIOLOGICAL family will be complete! I am open to adoption, but I feel confident this is my last pregnancy!)

Sensai Woo

2012-01-08T21:14:00.001-05:00

Here is Sensai Woo, the Black Ninja :)

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College

2012-01-08T20:53:00.001-05:00

Chloe came from her room (where she's supposed to be in bed) and said, "I packed for college."

She told me all about what's in her bag....cards because it "will be Valentine's Day at college"....among other things!

She told me she will have two teachers at college: one with pink hair who will teach her songs and one with gray hair that will teach her crafts.

Where do kids come up with this stuff?? LOL!

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New Bed

2012-01-07T23:43:00.001-05:00

On New Years Day, Caleb asked if we could rearrange his room (he is a boy after my heart). We decided to separate his bunk beds and try Luke out in a big boy bed! Luke can climb to the top, which is why we unbunked them. Plus, he can use the rails on his bed!

The first couple of nights were a fail! Luke wouldn't stay in the bed, at all!

Tonight, he actually stayed in bed!! I'm hoping this will last, but we got home late....so he may have just been tired!

It's funny how different kids are...Caleb didn't even know he COULD get out of his bed for, like, 6 months! Now that Luke has someone to imitate, he won't stay in bed :)

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My Loves

2012-01-05T15:49:00.001-05:00

At the Boynton Children's Museum

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Funny Quirks

2012-01-02T13:37:00.001-05:00

From time to time, I post about random quirks I have. I don't know why, but I think quirks are the best part of people. I love how different we all are!

Here are some quirks I've noticed recently:

- when I take a nap, I always sleep on Brett's side of the bed so I don't get mine dirty (I do change clothes before napping but I don't wash my feet and face)

- pictures that hang crooked annoy me....and most pictures in people's homes are crooked

- I don't really follow many of the "rules" of pregnancy. I follow the ones are important, but a lot of the rules seem based in fear

- when I daydream, most of the time, I dreaming about how to rearrange furniture (or other items) in my house

- I don't like to read. According to most homeschooling moms I meet, that fact pretty much disqualifies me from educating my child (I guess this could link back to not being someone who follows dumb "rules")

- a lot of people wear their jeans over and over....I can wear mine, at the most, twice. I hate the way they feel after two times!

- In my head, I want to dress super cute. In reality, I default to what is comfortable (I go in phases...I used to dress cute)

- I'm in a better mood when the temperature outside is in the 70s

That's all for now....I'm tired and need to nap. On Brett's side, of course!

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Luke

2012-01-02T10:07:00.001-05:00

Luke is definitely a snuggler. If he can be held and loved, he is a happy boy!! Of course, I love it!!

This day, he kept kissing me....it was so sweet!!

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Snuggles

2012-01-02T10:06:00.001-05:00

Caleb is always the first kid awake in the morning. He will often snuggle us before breakfast!

Today, I snapped this picture!

What a sweet, sweet boy!!

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Christmas Eve Day

2012-01-02T10:04:00.001-05:00

In kid world, Christmas Eve lasts an eternity! This year, we decided to go to the beach for the morning...to have fun and pass the day! First we stopped at Chick Fila for breakfast...yummy!

Our friend, Sarah, met us there with her son, Mason....while her husband worked! Caleb and Mason are great friends, so it was a blast!

The weather was perfect!

Luke has no fear and walked off on his own...chasing birds! I would obviously go get him!

Caleb and Brett built a giant hole!

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Goodbye 2011

2011-12-31T11:42:00.002-05:00

2011 was a great year! God is so good! He is always so faithful. Though there were valleys, most of the year was spent on the mountain. Thank you, Jesus, for this wonderfully blessed life you've given me.

See you in 2012!!

My Explanation

2011-12-23T22:11:00.001-05:00

I'm 14 weeks pregnant. In 5-6 weeks, I'll find out what I'm having. I'm positive it's a girl, but I'll be super happy either way!!

Just for fun, here's why I think it's a girl...
- basic intuition
- my pregnancies with both boys was the exact same; Chloe's was much different. This one is exactly like Chloe's!
- ever since I found out Luke was a boy, I just "knew" I'd have a girl next
- they say a girl steals your beauty....between you and me, my beauty is definitely stolen! I'm swollen, have pimples, etc
- if it's not a girl, Chloe will devote her life to pretending he is :).

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Gifts!

2011-12-21T21:36:00.001-05:00

Gifts are my love language! I love receiving heartfelt presents.

I was having a rough few days (months, actually)....when the doorbell rang...

This package of homemade goodness was waiting for me:

My friend, Ashlie, sent it! Not only was it so wonderful and thoughtful, but it came on the most perfect day when I really needed a treat!!

Ashlie and her family are consistently so amazingly kind to us, and I'm so thankful for this token of love!!

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Cool Dude

2011-12-21T21:32:00.001-05:00

My cool man, Luke

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A Fun Visit

2011-12-21T21:30:00.001-05:00

Before we left St. Cloud (after celebrating Christmas with all of Brett's family), we drove out to Disney to visit some dear friends of ours, the Lemley's.
They have been one of my most favorite families for almost 10 years now! When Brett and I got married, he quickly grew to love them, too.
Now that we have kids, our kids adore their kids (who are older and so amazing---they are so sweet to our kids). We always see them when they're in town the same time as us!

I don't have any pictures (it was a quick visit), but we ate lunch at a fun place.

Chloe got to see Minnie.

She wouldn't get close to her or touch her (remember all three of my kids are terrified of costumed characters)....but when she would walk by, Chloe would yell, "hi, Minnie!!"

It was so cute and so fun to watch Chloe get to see her favorite character!!

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My Holy Spirit

2011-12-21T21:25:00.001-05:00

There are a lot of people who ask for money where we live. If I were homeless, I'd prefer the warm climate, too, so I understand (not to make light of it).
There are many organizations that help, so I don't typically give money on the streets.

Today, Caleb had this to say about it:

"Mom, give that guy money. He can't pay for his house and needs help.
(after I drive off) What? You're not going to give him anything? Who's side are you on? The devil's? If you were on God's side, you would be nice and give him money. But you didn't, so you must be on the devil's side. The guy behind us gave money. Why didn't you?"

I didn't even have a chance to respond; he just laid into me.

I love my boy who stands up for righteousness!

Conviction comes a little quicker when you have a 5 year old Holy Spirit :).

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Sweetness

2011-12-21T21:20:00.001-05:00

Caleb and Chloe are best of friends:

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Oh, Chloe

2011-12-21T21:19:00.001-05:00

The other day, I asked Chloe to pose in front of our chalkboard wall to send it to a friend (to give perspective and show how much wall a can covered).

Chloe then posed and asked me to take her picture.

Oh. My.
Pay no attention to the non-washable marker she colored her face with. Or the fact she's allergic to clothes.

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My Stocking

2011-12-21T21:16:00.001-05:00

My mother-in-law made this stocking for me....isn't it so sweet?? :)

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I Need Advice

2011-12-14T14:28:00.001-05:00

Baby #4 will be debuting in about 6 months. I'm trying to decide on how to set up my kids' rooms in preparation.

Here's the background:
We have four bedrooms. The master bedroom, a bedroom that fictions as the playroom/office, and two kids' rooms. Our house isn't big enough to not have our office/playroom. Plus, we share a wall with that room, and let's be honest...that could be awkward.

Luke and Caleb share a room. Chloe desperately wants to share a room with her new baby :).
The boys' room is much larger (but hers has a walk in closet that she enjoys)....and fits their bunk beds and a crib.

Chloe's room has a queen bed. If we have a girl, my plan is to get her bunk beds and move the crib in with her. I think it'll fit.

If we have a boy, I don't know what to do....so I need your input!

The queen bed makes it so Chloe's room has little floor space, but it is nice for our occasional house guests. Also, keeping the queen saves money since I won't buy a new bedroom set.

But it seems really odd to put 3 kids in one room and Chloe have her own room.

For everyday living, it seems that having more floor space would be more beneficial to Chloe....yet she does enjoy her big bed.

I don't know what to do!! Because if it is a boy, he and Chloe could share for a few years but not forever.

I enjoy redoing rooms, so I would enjoy the process (but not necessarily the $).

What would you do??

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Improvements

2011-12-14T14:19:00.001-05:00

While spending hours laying (lying?) on the couch these last few months, I've had some time to think (one of the rare things I'm actually able to do). There are areas I would like to improve in my life. I'm guessing these will be shallow.

One thing I don't do is think deeply while pregnant....I spiral into depths of self-loathing rather quickly...because I dislike who I am while pregnant but have yet to figure out a way to change.

Brett jokes I act like God rewrites the Bible for pregnant women...leaving out any commands to be Christlike and not complain. It's our fourth kid, we both benefit from the humor :).

And I digressed....back to the topic.....

- I wish I could decorate better. I lack both talent and finances...but mostly talent!

- I really want my house to look cozy. I'm thinking wood floors would help but something's lacking....I don't know what it is. Again, decorating is not my strength.

- this is weird but I don't know how to keep a stocked kitchen (food wise). I can spend $200 on food....and have nothing real to eat. I mean, I have dinners planned....but for some reason, I never think to plan a real lunch. I love yummy sandwiches, good salads, etc....yet I never buy food for them.

- I can't seem to get our office/playroom to look how I want it. I think the desk is ill-fitting, but it's nice....so I hate to trade it for a junky table. I might have to.

- I'm missing a key piece of furniture in my family room. I don't know what it is, though.

- i changed around my kids' seating in the car. Chloe and Caleb fight less but it's kinda hard to get Luke in the car. I'm not sure which set up is better.

- I used to dress cute but I've returned to being frumpy. I realized I don't like dressing nice in hot weather, which is a problem for where I live. I'm thinking I need to get clothes that are cute yet practical.

- I wish I loved to cook. Seven years of marriage (almost), and I still dread cooking every meal. Will it ever change?

- I'm trying to decide the best way to set up my kids' rooms once our new baby arrives. If it's a girl, I know what I'm doing....if its a boy, I can't decide. I'll write my next post and ask for advice :).

- that's all I can think of for now.....

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A Christmas Miracle

2011-12-14T12:32:00.001-05:00

Potty training has been a thorn in my flesh. It is one area of my children's lives that frustrates me.

I wrote about this before (but am on my phone and don't know how to link to it).

Well, my friends, we have a Christmas miracle!!!! Chloe has gone a full week without wearing a pull-up to bed and has had ZERO accidents!!!! We drove 2 hours in the car, and she didn't have an accident then either!!

She still forgets to pee during the day sometimes (we are working on that still), but I am soooo excited she's free from diapers!!!!

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My Sweet Kids

2011-12-13T22:53:00.001-05:00

"Mom, when I grow up, I'm not going to be any of those silly things like I used to say. I'm actually going to be a....secret spy!!!"
- Caleb

Also, today, Caleb asked if he could start calling us "Brett and Sarah". I said no.
He said, "Ok, well then, you're Mom and Dad, not Mommy and Daddy anymore."

Just when I thought my heart had shattered into a million pieces because he's growing up.....

Tonight at dinner, Caleb and Chloe were talking about who they're going to marry.

Chloe said, "You can't get married if you're already married. (She looks at me) He's mine, not yours anymore!"(talking of Brett, her first love)

Caleb said, "I'm not getting married. Mom, I'm gonna live with you and be your kid forever!"

Heart restored.

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Christmas Elf

2011-12-13T10:43:00.001-05:00

A few years ago, we went to a Christmas costume party. Brett's elf costume was such a hit that we've kept it....and each year, it makes an appearance!!

We went to a friend's church party, where we were the youngest people by 20 years. The humor was a bit lost on the crowd, but I still got a good laugh!

After we got home, our kids had a blast wearing the elf costume.

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Chloe

2011-12-13T10:38:00.001-05:00

I think I had a stomach bug yesterday. I've been sick for like 2 months, but yesterday was extremely bad :(.

I was laying in bed. Compassionate Chloe brought me a treat and this smile.....

What a sweet treat when I felt yucky!!

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Baby Luke

2011-12-13T10:36:00.001-05:00

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One More Caleb Story

2011-12-08T23:16:00.001-05:00

Caleb: "Mom, you're driving me nuts."

Me: "That's not nice to say."

Caleb: "I learned it from you."

Yikes.

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Soup

2011-12-08T23:14:00.001-05:00

Two nights ago, I made soup for dinner. Caleb complained and complained, refusing to eat it!

Later that night, Luke threw up (in his bed and all over me). After showing compassion toward his little brother, Caleb said to me, "I told you that was yucky soup. You shouldn't give it to kids, it makes them puke."

Wow, he might use this for many nights to come :)

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Backscratching

2011-12-08T23:11:00.001-05:00

Caleb loves having his back scratched (who doesn't?). He asks me every night to scratch his back.
A few weeks ago, he decided it was too much to ask me to do it, so he came up with a backscratching signal.

When he does this....

....it means he needs his back scratched :).
If he moves his arms up and down fast, it means he has an itch and I must scratch NOW!

He is so adorable!!!!

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Be Still My Heart.....

2011-12-01T16:18:00.000-05:00

(Chloe looks taller than Caleb in this picture...he is squatting down to Luke...he is actually taller)

What Really Happens At A Family Photo Shoot....the outtakes :)

2011-12-01T16:16:00.002-05:00

Luke took off his shorts because he thought we were going swimming....that's how he communicates he wants to swim :)

Chloe's 4 Year Old Pictures

2011-12-01T16:13:00.002-05:00

I usually take my kids to JC Penney's to get their portraits done each year near their birthday. A few months ago, Brett's Aunt Judy suggested that I take my own pictures of the kids because I take better pictures than the studio. I love photography, but for some weird reason, I had never thought of that!! My kids HATE the portrait studio, and it's always a nightmare....so I decided to take her advice!

Here are Chloe's 4 year old pictures....a few months late because I was waiting for coolers temperatures (and I have been miserable and unable to do much of anything)

She insisted on holding her puppy and kitty :)

She is so beautiful. I adore my sweet princess!!

Having Fun

2011-12-01T16:11:00.003-05:00

As I said, Chloe wants to be a gymnastics girl when she grows up. During her gymnastics class, she told me she would watch the older girls to see what they were learning. She taught herself these....

I am pretty impressed with her initiative. She LOVES gymnastics!!

Here are some of the kids having fun....

Caleb

2011-12-01T16:10:00.000-05:00

Where Caleb does school most days....

Snuggles

2011-12-01T16:09:00.000-05:00

Luke with my dad in the Keys...

Halloween

2011-12-01T16:03:00.004-05:00

I love Halloween. My kids love it, too! Dressing up is one of their favorite activities, so getting a new costume is super fun. This year, we first went to the Boca Mall to trick-or treat, but it was an absolute nightmare. Though we did get this cute picture of the kids (minus Luke)....

We finished the night trick or treating on our cul-de-sac, which was really fun! Our neighbors are the best!

I got Luke a dragon costume, but he REFUSED to wear it. As in, he screamed any time I would get it out of the closet. Instead, he wore Caleb's old costume. It was big on him, but it is all he would wear. Luke is a very particular child....he likes what he likes and won't change his mind!

Caleb went as Ironman. Chloe as Super Girl. And Luke as the too-big-for-him Spiderman.

Gymnastics

2011-12-01T15:59:00.001-05:00

Caleb and Chloe took gymnastics for 9 weeks. Both loved it. Chloe wants to be a "gymnastics girl" when she grows up (which to her is age 7). She told me, "When I am 14, you won't find me unless you come to the gymnastics place because I am gonna be a gymnastics girl."

Both Caleb and Chloe do gymnastics all over the house and have a blast learning new tricks. It was definitely a great class!

My pictures aren't that great because the gym is big (and sometimes a glass door is in between).

Lion Country Safari

2011-12-01T15:56:00.002-05:00

Back in October, Caleb's Classical Conversations school took a field trip to the Lion Country Safari. It was so fun!!

The highlight (though I can't find the pictures for some reason?) was feeding the giraffes. It was magnificent...giraffes are so big and fun to feed!

The kids rode rides and had a blast driving through the safari.

Catching Up

2011-12-01T15:54:00.001-05:00

I did not realize how far behind I got with my pictures on here! This pregnancy has wiped me out!! I can barely get done the necessities of life, much less anything else. I am 11 weeks today, so hopefully I will re-enter life soon!! Today, I actually have had an unusual burst of energy!! I cleaned out my car, played outside with the kids, and got some chores done. It felt great, so I would love if it lasts.

There will be a lot of posts coming up! Stay tuned :)

2011-11-27T22:43:00.001-05:00

(who he thought was Chloe...so did I): "daddy, can you lay with me?

Brett: no, sweetie.

Caleb: (in a loud voice) "IT'S A MAN!!"

I can't stop laughing.

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Location:LOL

2011-11-25T21:52:00.001-05:00

There comes a point in every one of my children's lives where I cease to be their favorite....and they move on to preferring Daddy over me.

I would be offended....after all, I carried them in my womb for 9 months and nursed them for a year....but I happen to be a big fan of their Daddy, too, so I love that he is so involved that they get to adore their hero.

While Caleb and Chloe still snuggle me, want me to play with them, etc....Luke has zero interest in me.

When Brett goes to work, he stands by the door and cries for like 15 minutes.

On our recent flight home, he would only sit with Brett. He would literally scream if I had to hold him. I was completely fine with that :)

When he's hurt, Luke wants Brett. When he cries, only Brett can calm him.

It is actually quite comical!

I really wonder if Luke can sense I'm pregnant!! I remember my other two acting similar (though not as dramatic) when I was pregnant!

Kids are so funny!! I love their totally honest actions!

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Location:Luke and his daddy

Home Sweet Home

2011-11-17T17:23:00.001-05:00

I'm enjoying my time home in Missouri! I've caught up with friends, enjoyed time with my family, and just enjoy the break from my normal life.

A few observations so far:
- I miss cold weather....except for how cold the toilet seat gets. I forgot about that!

- Chloe looks like she's homeless in winter clothes, for some reason (I think because they don't fit well but I just brought what I had)...so, for her sake, I'm glad she wears summer clothes (shallow of me, I know).

- I forgot how much I love my hairdresser here. He cuts and colors my hair better than anyone else!

- I haven't been honked at all week while driving, which is a refreshing change of pace (south FL drivers are rude).

- I looked at some maternity clothes today at the mall, but not one ounce of me could purchase them yet (even though I'm showing already...at 9 weeks). Wearing tents for the next 8 months is more than my fragile ego could handle at the moment :).

- I will never own a dog. Ever. My parents' dogs are on my last nerve. On the positive side, my kids are not afraid of them, which is a miracle!

- Luke is at that age where going out to eat is not worth the trouble.

- While I love visiting my hometown, Florida is my home...and there's no place like home (even if it doesn't have good Chinese food).

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Luke's Haircut

2011-11-17T17:14:00.001-05:00

Luke got a haircut today! I told him I was going to take a picture, and he posed like this.
He is a total and complete ham!! He reminds me so much of Brett!

The first time Luke got a haircut, he had a febrile seizure that afternoon....so haircuts since have been weirdly nerve wrecking for me...but today it wasn't!!! So I think I'm finally over the trauma of it. Yay!

Chloe also got a haircut but only took an inch or two off. She didn't really need it but she LOVES haircuts :).

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Survival Mode

2011-11-09T10:33:00.002-05:00

I hate just surviving. I prefer to thrive. Brett lovingly refers to me as "Worker Bee" because I like to work. I like to be active. I don't like sitting for long, and I do not being lazy. I am definitely not "super mom" but I really enjoy being a good mom.

And, yet, in my current state, I am surviving. I know it doesn't last forever, but I just do not like who I am when I am sick/tired. Caleb has asked for a new mommy a few times, and I don't blame him. I am zero fun.

I was pondering this today, and while I do not believe God is the author of sickness....I do think He uses all things to our good....so I am trying to find the good. OBVIOUSLY, the very good is that a baby comes at the end....that is definitely enough. But I am trying to find the good now.

Being sick forces me to let go. My house isn't very clean. Laundry is not really getting done. We've had frozen pizza like 4 times this week. My kids have watched way too much TV. Brett is pretty much on all the time when he's home. I haven't gotten to see my friends nearly as much as I'd like.

But guess what? We've all survived. I am very glad it's only for a season, but maybe it's a good lesson to learn....let go of the less important things in life.

The way God designed me is that I feel better when my home is in order....but I am trying to lower my expectations (my house isn't flawless or anything....but I probably spend more time than I need to on it).

I know my expectations have slowly changed over the years, so maybe this is part of the process to chip away at my flaws :).

I also know it will cause me to really embrace life again once it's over!! I will look forward to things that I have been taking for granted.

Ok, this is another rambling post. Maybe the more I write about looking for the good, I will actually see it :).

(Clearly, I know that feeling so sick is so small in the scheme of life....and I understand millions of people have it way worse. I just need a place to vent, ok!)

Alison Sweet

2011-11-07T12:09:00.003-05:00

Do you ever meet someone in life that is everything you're not....and you just want to somehow transport that person's gifts/personality into yourself?? That is my friend, Alison. Alison and I met in college at Florida State. We went to the same church and we were in the same college major. Alison has a gentle and quiet spirit yet is so confident and kind. She doesn't talk incessantly, but when she does, her words carry weight. I would love to be more like that! She honors God in her life, and she brings peace and life to others.

Not only is she all of these things, but she is amazingly creative!! Recently, she turned a dream into a reality by opening her Etsy store!! Alison Sweet is your place to find up-cycled, eco-conscious accessories.

I mean, come on, how cute are these accessories....

Isn't she beautiful??!!

All items are made with donated and found cotton/jersey materials. Super soft and lightweight (which I love because heavy items get on my nerves!)....perfect to keep you cool in the summer and warm in the winter!!

Not only does she have a variety of items in her Etsy store (which change regularly, so if you like something, order fast!), Alison also loves custom orders. She can turn your old t-shirts into something beautiful.

I have good news!! Now thru December 22, if you use the code FALL15, you will get 15% off your entire order!! Everyone loves a good sale, and buying from Alison Sweet, you can feel good about buying from a quality, American company. Think Christmas presents!

If you could like to know more about Alison Sweet, you can check her out.....

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Enjoy shopping and supporting a wonderful person!!

Thankful

2011-11-05T17:15:00.002-04:00

After the most depressing post ever, I figured I should probably alter my perspective :).

Thankfulness always help, so here is what I am thankful for:

- that I get pregnant so easily (worth the sickness....my cloudy perspective just forgets that at times)

- having four kids is a dream come true, so thank you, Jesus, for allowing my dreams to come true

- getting married and having kids was my life long dream....now that it has come to pass, God has given me new dreams....how cool is that? (Raising my kids well is one of those new dreams!)

- my kids are so, so sweet...spending endless days doing not much of anything is so much easier because I have pleasant kids (thank you, Lord, for sweet kids)

- i am embarrassingly in love with my husband. We've been married almost 7 years, and my heart still skips a beat when his name shows up on my phone. I hope that never changes.

- laughter; i love to laugh.

- TV aka the only way I survived this weekend with Brett out of town (I will detox my kids in a few months)

- Facebook and Twitter: it feels really nice to be connected with the outside world while I am avoiding it :)

- for the Lord's continual provision

- for my health (I am annoyed at having been sick for two weeks; I cannot imagine those who are terminally sick)

- 7Up

- my husband who is so gracious through this all (I am not sure which is worse: being me or having to listen to me complain)

There is so much to be thankful for. I will try focusing on that. Maybe that will help me feel better.

Pregnancy Update

2011-11-05T15:44:00.001-04:00

Not that you want to hear it. The l only good news is that there's a sweet baby growing inside of me. I am so unbelievably thankful for this gift.

I just wish the gift didn't come with such a high price.

I may have just forgotten my previous three pregnancies, but this one seems the worst. I'm so so so sick :( and very tired!

I think having older kids makes it a little harder because they aren't as content to stay home all day while I lay on the couch! They're so sweet and understanding, but it's been hard.

Chloe is still convinced I'm having a girl, and the highlight of my day is when she talks to the baby or prays for "her".
One day, when she was grouchy, Chloe called the baby mean and told "her" she better not steal her toys. But mostly, she is super excited!!

Caleb is thoroughly grossed out by puke (who isn't), and once asked me if I could go somewhere else to get sick.

This is so depressing, sorry! I'm praying for better days!! My patience is very thin right now. I just want to feel better!!

That's it for now. I'll try to be more positive next time!

I am SO thankful though :)

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Caleb's picture

2011-11-05T10:36:00.001-04:00

After posting, I thought I'd share the picture! Do you see God :)?

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Truly Thankful

2011-11-05T10:34:00.001-04:00

"I'll draw you a Thanksgiving picture. First I'll draw a turkey then I'll put God next to it."

- Caleb

I love that he gets that God is everywhere and knows where true thankfulness comes from!! That boy has some faith!!

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Chloe's Desire

2011-11-04T22:33:00.003-04:00

Chloe gets fearful at night (I am not sure if it is real or if it's a stalling technique....but, just in case, I treat it like it's real).

I pray for her and tell her Jesus is in the room with her.

Her response every time, "I want to see Jesus. I want Him to come out of my belly so I can see Him."

She has confused Him living in her heart with living in her belly :).

Wet suits

2011-11-02T16:21:00.001-04:00

My parents bought my older kids wet suits so they can swim during the winter!! It's so thoughtful, and Chloe looks so cute as a tomboy!! Caleb also is so adorable!!

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Food

2011-10-29T15:31:00.001-04:00

Foods that sound good right now:
1. Nothing

Foods that are never good (in my opinion):
1. Tomatoes
2. Olives
3. Ketchup
4. Mayo
5. American cheese

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Pregnancy Update

2011-10-24T09:52:00.001-04:00

I'm 5 and 1/2 weeks....and sickness has officially kicked in. Definitely a bummer but I'm so thankful for my baby....so I know it's worth it!

I'm also insanely tired. Thats more frustrating than being sick. I have zero energy. I know it will return, but it seems worse than usual.

Anyway I may take a blogging break because I can't think straight! Hahaha

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Also A Good Laugh

2011-10-24T09:49:00.001-04:00

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A Good Laugh

2011-10-24T09:48:00.001-04:00

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Luke

2011-10-20T20:40:00.000-04:00

He is even cool when he sleeps.....my sweet Pookers...

My Husband Makes Me Laugh

2011-10-20T14:50:00.003-04:00

Of all the things I adore about Brett, his ability to make me laugh until I cry on a regular basis is probably my favorite. His humor diffuses tense situations, and he is just hysterically funny.

I love to laugh, and I am so thankful God gave me a funny, funny guy.

This story will probably not entertain anyone else (because I am not writing out the whole conversation, but it made me laugh so hard that I just want to remember it always):

A few nights ago, we were talking before bed. He's been watching a TV show about zombies and started sharing his theory about zombies.....and a detailed account on how he would survive in the event that zombies take over the world.

For like 5 minutes, he was completely serious in his account, and I was hiding my face....trying not to laugh. I actually thought he was serious. He went into such detail that I thought he had really thought this thru.

Finally, I could take it no longer and burst out laughing. He started laughing, too, and said, "I wondered how long you were going to believe my story."

I laughed and laughed and laughed. Normally, I can tell when he's being funny (which a lot of people can't, which makes for some really awkward moments in life), but this time, he seemed totally serious. It was out of character for him, but I still totally fell for it.

Names

2011-10-20T14:48:00.001-04:00

When I ask Caleb and Chloe what we should name our baby-to-be (that they're convinced is a girl)...."Rainbow" is their top answer.

"Her name could be Rainbow Rosebud, Rainbow Peach..." is what they say.

The second most popular name is Astrogirl.

My sister suggested letting them name the baby. I am thinking no. (May May, I love you!)

Some Fun Facts About My Pregnancy

2011-10-19T21:03:00.002-04:00

1. I am extremely tired. Like, so so so tired. I can barely make it until nap time....and then I have to lay down. No house work for me!

2. The thing that smells the absolute grossest to me is Chloe's pull up in the morning. She takes it off herself, but the smell of it in the trash can is disgusting.

3. I think I am already showing, and I am only 5 weeks. Maybe its just fat, but it feels more than that. Yikes.

4. I am not sick (yet). WOO HOO!

5. I really feel like I am having a girl. Only one person has thought otherwise. But I am 100% fine either way.

6. I like to come up with a name early, so when we find out what we're having, we can immediately name the baby. So far, we have exactly zero names we like. Anyone have suggestions? I had my heart set on Phoebe...Brett did not like it at all (I've been pushing this name for like 6 months). He finally said we could use it....and all of a sudden, I don't like it anymore. Such is life.

Boy names are actually easier for me (this time), so I wonder if that means I am wrong and we'll have a boy??

7. I am anxious to hear my baby's heartbeat. My nervousness for having twins is very real, so I need to confirm it's just one. I know it's just one, but I just need some confirmation to know for sure! I wouldn't be nervous if my sister wasn't so insistent. I know she's just being funny, but a part of me wonders if she's accurate. (I have been nervous to have twins every time, so this is nothing new).

The Best Dad

2011-10-19T20:39:00.001-04:00

My kids are so fortunate to have such a wonderful dad. I love when I catch their cuteness....

Girls Trip

2011-10-18T20:36:00.001-04:00

My girls trip to Miami was an absolute blast!! It was so wonderful to see my friends from KC! We laughed a lot, caught up on our lives, and enjoyed our friendships.

I am so thankful to God for giving me such great friends.

The lobby of our hotel before going out to dinner:

Trying to get the view from our hotel room (this was not our first room...our first room was really gross, so they upgraded us to an oceanfront suite....very nice!!):

Loving the beach (It was a beautiful day):

I can't wait to do it again!!!!

And Baby Makes 6

2011-10-17T20:22:00.003-04:00

Baby Williams #4 is on the way!! We are beyond thrilled. I am due June 22, so I am about 4 and 1/2 weeks along.

Each time I have been pregnant, I can almost tell immediately....I get insanely tired and very emotional (some might call it irritable). Because of that, I have never actually surprised Brett with a pregnancy. For a week leading up to taking a test, I say about 431 times a day, "I think I am pregnant"....so by the time I take the test, it is no surprise.

I plan for this to be my last pregnancy. The only reason I don't say that without absolute certainty is because anytime I try to make "my" plans, God surprises me....but our plan is to stop with 4. I feel like this will be my last pregnancy, and for the first time ever, I am really excited about that! Because it's my last, I wanted to actually surprise Brett this time. Even though I felt tired and emotional, I did not mention thinking I was pregnant.

As soon as I could, I took a test, and it was positive!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!! I jumped up and down and screamed with excitement!!

A few hours later, Brett was home. To surprise him, I asked if I could take a picture of him with the kids. When they posed, I said, "On the count of 3, say 'Mommy's having a baby!'"

Although it probably isn't the best idea to tell the kids this early (because 9 months is a very long time in kid world), I really wanted to capture Brett's face when I told him....and the picture would look cuter with the kids in the picture!

The first thing my kids said was,

"So you are having a girl?" - Caleb

"I can't wait for a sister." - Chloe

I actually think it will be a girl, too. I am totally fine either way, but that is my feeling....and it's a strong feeling. My mom thinks I am having a girl, too. My sister thinks I am having twins, so I don't listen to her (haha).

We are beyond thrilled.....and can't wait to complete our family!!